Guess growing up has advantages – I feel more comfortable than ever with myself. But, the downside to it is that - I don’t budge, no matter what the situation that I am in. There is never a Plan B. I just don’t do anything that I don’t want to do.
Looking back at the last couple of years – I feel like have aged more than I should. I have grown out of lackadaisical attitudes, faced the worst of my fears and disappointments. I have found myself in situations that I wouldn’t want to be in. Although, I would never trade these experiences for anything. I have learnt my lessons through it all.
What gets me through it all are my dreams. I still don’t stop dreaming – they breathe life into me and fill me up with energy. The only difference is that my dreams are more consistent now. They mirror my irrational optimism, unjustifiable happiness and my only channel to protect innocence from escaping.